In the world of Collapse: Star Dome Railway, Feng Jin’s existence is like a delicate reflection again and again. She is not ostentatious or high-profile, but just moves towards her goal step by step on her own track. There is no shortcut on her road, only a long road without turning back – every step of the footprint comes from the pain of the past and self-transcendence.
Feng Jin, as a wind-attributed character, seems to always stand in front of the wind and waves, looking left and right, unable to see the dawn of the future, but having to move forward against the wind. Her breakthrough is very similar to the growth of each of us in life. It does not start from a bright starting point, but struggles out step by step from countless difficulties and helplessness. Each of her breakthroughs is a process of fighting against the fear and helplessness in her heart. And these materials seem to have become a true portrayal of our own life path.
She needs 56 “fears crushing flesh and blood”, 71 “courage tearing the chest”, and 73 “glory baptizing the body”. These numbers may seem simple, but in fact, the meaning behind them goes far beyond the material level. Behind these materials is a soul full of fear, constantly breaking through itself, breaking the inherent comfort zone, and exploring the meaning of life. Feng Jin’s road to breakthrough, like life itself, is full of unforeseen pressures and challenges. And every time she faced a challenge, she did not choose to escape. She never tried to take shortcuts, because she understood that the process of growth is not obtained in ease, but requires self-transformation under heavy pressure.
This is also the true meaning of her “courage to tear the chest”. People always face an uncertain future and an uncontrollable past. Feng Jin is the same. Deep in her heart, she has asked herself countless times: “Can I live better in this world full of ups and downs?” Every self-doubt is a desire for the future. And every “courage” she has accumulated is obtained from the moments when she overcomes her inner fear again and again. She groped in the darkness to find that faint light to meet every challenge.
As for her “glory-baptized body”, it is not a reward given to her by the outside world, but a medal she has won through her own self-transcendence. Glory is not only the recognition of society, but also a tribute to her own perseverance. Feng Jin’s glory comes from her determination and courage not to be destroyed by the environment. Every persistence and breakthrough makes her life more profound. Her glory is the embodiment of the power deep in her heart, and it is her motivation to pursue freedom and change.
However, Feng Jin’s story does not stop there. She also has her own exclusive light cone: “May the rainbow light stay in the sky forever.” Behind this light cone is not just a simple prop, it symbolizes Feng Jin’s ideal of pursuing freedom and dignity. In the collapsed world, every character longs to have his own glorious path, and Feng Jin’s light cone is a symbol of her unwillingness to be bound deep in her heart. Just as each of us has a bright road longing for freedom in our hearts, Feng Jin’s light cone is the key to her self-transcendence.
But this light cone is not obtained out of thin air, it requires the accumulation of a lot of materials. And behind these materials, it reflects the heavy price that each of us must pay in the process of pursuing our goals. 56 “fears crushed flesh and blood” and 71 “courage tore the chest”, these seemingly cold numbers are precisely the cornerstones of her glorious road.
This is not much different from our growth in reality. Each of us is struggling with the difficulties of life, constantly breaking the shackles of the heart, and pursuing the seemingly unattainable ideal. In this process, our fear, our frustration, and our tears are all necessary for growth. Without these difficult moments, we cannot see the final light.
Every step of Feng Jin is like our own struggle. She found her place in an uncertain environment and finally achieved her own glory. All this is not easy, and there is no shortcut. Each piece of breakthrough material she has accumulated represents her determination to overcome her inner fear and represents the path she has found for herself in the social torrent. She is not only using her body to break through, but also using her brave heart to face all the unknown challenges in life.
When Feng Jin stood on the collapsed Star Dome Railway and looked back, there was no fear or helplessness in her eyes. That calmness was the mark left by every road she had walked and every difficult time. She has understood that light does not come from the outside world, but from the persistence and courage deep in her heart.
Everyone who persists in adversity is Feng Jin. Everyone who struggles from the heart and finally realizes himself is Feng Jin. Her story is the story of each of us. Maybe we are not galloping on the Star Dome Railway, but we are all on this railway of life, striving forward and pursuing our own light.